Updated: Mar 12
It's been a long while since writing anything about my personal journey of late largely due to the fact that the the Lord has been keeping me busy studying His Word and getting a grasp on how much of what I was programmed with in the New Age was an absolute satanic setup. This has been an eye opener of note and pretty hair raising at times, especially seeing how easily our trauma is used as bait to suck us into lies that ultimately lead to spiritual death and separation from God. One of the things I struggled with in my new age walk was hearing from Christians that because of what I was involved in God could not hear me, or rather, would not listen to me. I could not accept this because I totally believed I WAS serving God, until I began studying God's Word personally. The Holy Spirit, which is God's Spirit of truth then began revealing to me and teaching me why this is in fact true.
God is the God of goodness and truth and thus cannot lie or perform any evil acts. This explains clearly why when just before Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins He called out to God saying "Eli, Eli, lama sabachtami?" which translates to "My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?" (Matthew 27:45) This in part reveals to us that because God the Father is a God of purity and goodness He cannot look upon anything defiled, which was the case when Jesus cried out to Him. Jesus had taken upon Himself every filthy, perverted and diseased sin, including God's wrath which we ultimately should all be rotting in hell for. God abandoned Him by turning His face away from Him for that moment and is described in Isaiah 54:7-8 "7. For a mere moment I have forsaken you, but with great mercies I will gather you. 8. With a little wrath I hid my face from you for a moment; but with everlasting kindness I will have mercy on you" says the Lord, your Redeemer.' Thus these verses in Isaiah are telling us that prophecy was being fulfilled. This is speaking of what would happen when Jesus Christ took our sins upon Himself, but once we repent and return to Him, we are redeemed and are showered with the Lord's mercy and kindness. This proves to us that God is merciful and kind and will not abandon us forever, however WE MUST return to Him and stop our rebellious and abominable behaviour and He will redeem us. This is also telling us that when we behave rebelliously and ignorantly we ARE abandoned by God and He allows evil and calamity to impact and happen to us.
After Jesus cried out this sentence He cried out again, this time yielding up His spirit to God (Matthew 27:50) In John 19:30, Jesus declares victory over the enemy, Satan, by crying out "It is finished!" and died, descending into hell to claim the keys of death and Hades from Satan himself before returning 3 days later and then ascending into heaven to take His rightful place at the right hand of God. This process stripped Satan of his power over death. When Jesus Christ declared "it is finished!" He was stating that the victory was His and that we sinners were no longer Satan's property and no longer would God pour His wrath out on us and destroy us as we rightfully deserved. Please bear in mind I am only scratching the surface here and there is a lot more to this event than I will describe here. The point I am trying to make is why God turns His face away from His sinful and rebellious creation. You might now be asking well, then why was He not listening to me if Jesus Christ bought us back from Satan with His Blood? Because we have free will. One of the attributes of God we embody. God gave us free will so that we are able to choose Him, or not, every day and in EVERYTHING we do. When we ask ourselves "is what I am doing or going to do glorifying God?" then we must learn about what God considers abominations and results in Him abandoning us. This means we MUST study HIS Word and put aside all the philosophy and the swamp of new age garbage that many are channeling professing to be coming from Jesus or God. We must turn to GOD'S BOOK! You cannot not read the bible and then argue that God is evil because not everyone will be going to heaven as many believe. God DOES NOT LOVE AND ACCEPT everyone!!
I truly believed I was serving God until I realized through studying His Word that I wasn't. I was horrified to read what God's laws are on astrology, mediumship, divination, spirit worship, idolatry and sexual immorality. I was devastated to learn what my ignorant and arrogant behaviour had led to, not to mention the bloodline curses I had laid upon my descendants because of what I did, as had my ancestors opened me up to and thus my children and grandchildren because of their occultist and pagan practices. Through my ignorant behavior I had simply extended the curse further down my descendant line. People were to be put to death for partaking in and practicing astrology, mediumship, and worshiping pagan gods. This is how seriously God forbids this abominable behaviour because these are things we were NEVER meant to know. The fallen angles taught humankind these things, things God NEVER INTENDED for us to know or have access to because HE PROVIDES ALL ANSWERS AND EVERYTHING ELSE WE NEED. Satan knows this and he knows that when we turn to idols and demons for guidance God will abandon us. Can you see the set-up? Satan seeks to steal, kill and destroy because he hates us beyond measure. Leviticus 19:26 "Do not
practice divination or seek omens." Leviticus 19:31 "Do not turn to mediums or seek out spirits, for you will be defiled by them. I am the Lord your God." Leviticus 20:6 "And the person who turns to mediums and familiar spirits, to prostitute himself with them, I will set My face against that person and cut him off from his people." Leviticus 20:27 "A man or a woman who is a medium, or who has familiar spirits, shall surely be put to death; they shall stone them with stones. Their blood shall be upon them." Familiar spirits is another word for ascended masters and the demons who trick people into believing they are benevolent helpers. RUBBISH! Please bear with me as we read further in the book of the prophet Isaiah 47:9-15. In fact, I suggest you read the entire book of Isaiah to put all of this into perspective.
Isaiah 47:9-15 New King James Version (NKJV)
9 But these two things shall come to you In a moment, in one day: The loss of children, and widowhood. They shall come upon you in their fullness Because of the multitude of your sorceries, For the great abundance of your enchantments.
10 “For you have trusted in your wickedness; You have said, ‘No one sees me’; Your wisdom and your knowledge have [a]warped you; And you have said in your heart, ‘I am, and there is no one else besides me.’ 11 Therefore evil shall come upon you; You shall not know from where it arises. And trouble shall fall upon you; You will not be able [b]to put it off. And desolation shall come upon you suddenly, Which you shall not know.
12 “Stand now with your enchantments And the multitude of your sorceries, In which you have labored from your youth— Perhaps you will be able to profit, Perhaps you will prevail. 13 You are wearied in the multitude of your counsels; Let now the[c] astrologers, the stargazers, And [d]the monthly prognosticators Stand up and save you From what shall come upon you. 14 Behold, they shall be as stubble, The fire shall burn them; They shall not deliver themselves From the power of the flame; It shall not be a coal to be warmed by, Nor a fire to sit before! 15 Thus shall they be to you With whom you have labored, Your merchants from your youth; They shall wander each one to his [e]quarter. No one shall save you.
God is stating emphatically that He will severely punish those who go against His warnings and He also makes it very clear that these practices CANNOT save us from what He will pour out on those who turn to fallen angels and demons who pose as angels, archangels, spirit guides, ascended masters, and other pagan
gods and goddesses. Ignorance is NOT BLISS, it is SPIRITUAL SUICIDE and a one way golden VIP ticket to hell! It is this realization that got me on my face repenting for my ignorance and spiritual arrogance. Thankfully God does forgive us when we turn to Him, say sorry, ask for His forgiveness and CHANGE our behaviour! Look to the Lord, repent and be saved from certain spiritual death.
Isaiah 45:22-25 New King James Version (NKJV)
22 “Look to Me, and be saved, All you ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other. 23 I have sworn by Myself; The word has gone out of My mouth in righteousness, And shall not return, That to Me every knee shall bow, Every tongue shall take an oath. 24 He shall say, [a]‘Surely in the Lord I have righteousness and strength. To Him men shall come, And all shall be ashamed Who are incensed against Him. 25 In the Lord all the descendants of Israel Shall be justified, and shall glory.’ ”
Another very important thing I learned is that God is not dual nor is He chaotic or irrational. He is dependable, orderly and unchangeable, thus the laws he implemented in Moses's time applies still today even though we are under a new covenant based on what Jesus Christ of Nazareth did on the cross for us. Before the 10 commandments there was no law, therefore, no-one could be held accountable for the evil that was rife at that time, as it is today. We are living Babylon all over again. It is vital that we get to know who our enemy is, how he operates and more importantly why he is so dedicated to destroying us. Our enemy is Satan and everyone who serves and supports his agenda, even those who don't realize they are serving him.
In these modern times we can see everywhere how Satan has and continues to set humans up to fall hard. The new age worldview dominates, and for one, Pope Francis is driving this agenda big time by presenting and promoting a one world religion. This is purely satanic because many religions deny what Jesus Christ did for us on the cross, as in Islam, and others deny His Godliness by worshiping saints and the mother of God. Mary only carried Jesus' physical body, she did NOT birth His divinity. Yet Catholicism specifically places her above Him. New Age goddess and divine feminine worship is simply perpetuating what the evil queen Semiramis brainwashed people with after the flood. She reigned alongside the evil king Nimrod during the time of Abraham and modern day scientists are currently actively working on bringing Nimrod back to life! CERN is actively working on opening portals to other dimensions which is allowing demons to enter this world. CERN I believe is the means being used to open the Abyss, also referred to as the bottomless pit spoken of in the book of Revelation and in the book of Joel. And he opened the bottomless pit; and there arose a smoke out of the pit, as the smoke of a great furnace; and the sun and the air were darkened by reason of the smoke of the pit. Revelation 9:2. In Joel 2:2 it is written "a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness. Like the dawn overspreading the mountains a great and strong people appears, such as never was of old, nor will ever be in ages to come." This means there is an evil coming unlike has ever been seen on earth ever before! It's all happening now! The bible is jam packed with warnings like this, thus we have more than enough God-knowledge to be set free and redeemed before it's too late. In all truth, we actually have very little time left because the world is most certainly now as it was in the time of Noah before the Great Flood destroyed the entire world save but 8 human beings and the chosen animals. The Coming of the Kingdom - 25 But first He must suffer many things and be rejected by this generation. 26 Just as it was in the days of Noah, so also will it be in the days of the Son of Man: 27 People were eating and drinking, marrying and being given in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark. Then the flood came and destroyed them all.…
How do I know we have very little time left? Scripture tells us that we as believers in Jesus Christ will recognize the end time season, although no-one knows the exact day or hour. He will come like a thief in the night.
1 Thessalonians 5:2-4 English Standard Version (ESV)
2 For you yourselves are fully aware that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night. 3 While people are saying, “There is peace and security,” then sudden destruction will come upon them as labor pains come upon a pregnant woman, and they will not escape. 4 But you are not in darkness, brothers, for that day to surprise you like a thief.
Scripture also describes what it will be like before the end comes, and let me quickly add here that I URGE YOU to read the second book of Peter (2 Peter) in the New Testament, it's short, two pages, but has a powerful message about what God has given us and about false teachers and their destruction. Our world is bursting at the seams with false teachers. I was one of them! Going back to the signs knowing we are in the end times - In 2 Timothy 3:1-9 we read -
“Difficult Times Will Come”
1 But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. 2 For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, 3 unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, 4 treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, 5 holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; Avoid such men as these. 6 For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, 7 always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. 8 Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so these men also oppose the truth, men of depraved mind, rejected in regard to the faith. 9 But they will not make further progress; for their folly will be obvious to all, just as Jannes’s and Jambres’s folly was also.
Focus on verses 2-6 and tell me this is not the case now. Friends, the writing is on the wall, or should I say in God's Book, open it up and read it! I often feel so sad because of how much time I spent serving Satan only because I did not know and understand God's Living Word. I have paid a colossal price for my ignorance as I unlearn the devilish doctrines and have to re-educate my children who are teens and adults. This has been no easy task as they are ingrained by the lies I taught them. I repent regularly for the mistakes I made and the curses I brought upon my children and descendant line as a whole because of this. I pray that the Lord will pierce their hearts and open their minds, eyes and ears to the truths I denied them because I didn't know any better. I do, however, take comfort in the knowing that the Holy Spirit of God is present with us and will lead us, teach, comfort and guide us when we fully give every part of our lives to Him and get to work on cleaning up the mess we created. God promises forgiveness and that He will remember our sins no more when we repent. There is however, like I said, a price to pay which I suggest we get busy with paying up rather than burying our heads in the sand hoping that it will all go away. It won't. The enemy is bringing massive chaos and setting us up to accept the final Antichrist as the savior. This is what the NWO and one world religion is all about. God does NOT condone the merger of the false religions and stating it is what He wants. It's outright heresy!
I trust that what I have shared with you today will get you thinking about where you are with the Lord. But before I end this I wish to urge lukewarm believers to take stock of what you have placed your attention on and invested your energy in. If you are buying into the very dangerous lies such as Christian Yoga, Christian Astrology, angel cards, or visiting mediums to speak to dead loved ones then I suggest you open your bible and read again! Scripture also states emphatically that two thirds of the population will be deceived and fall for the satanic trap already firmly rooted in society. Don't be a statistic. It is our faith in JESUS CHRIST and what He did on the cross for us that will save our sorry asses from burning in hell for eternity.
New King James Version - Zechariah 13:8 And it shall come to pass in all the land,” Says the LORD, “That two-thirds in it shall be cut off and die, But one-third shall be left in it:
This is a loving but very necessary wake-up call from someone who THOUGHT they were serving God. If you are new to my blog and newsletters, please read my blogs and about me to get a broader picture of my past and what I was involved in. And the Lord saved me! Praise Him for His mercy, goodness and faithfulness!!! If you yourself or anyone close to you is involved in new age, please explore my website in depth and see what you're actually involved in. I was in denial for 25 years!
May the Lord walk with us and have mercy on our souls,